New Year thoughts and some fun too!
Yet again, another year has gone by so fast...
It was fast and aggravatingly slow at the same time for me. :)
Anywayz, my Christmas and New Year celebrations were fun! Really fun, especially with my mom's side of the family. I gained back some weight though. BOO! Dodgeball rocks! It was unfair though; it was the guys against the girls. Not that guys are better though! My guy cousins have freakin more stamina!!! Unfair!!! My dad's side was okay too. :)
But I don't socialize much with my cousins there. They don't talk to me! And I'm shy, hehehe. I even dyed my hair red for New Year's Eve! Can't say I did a perfect job, but it was satisfactory. But dying my hair for a short time was cool! :)
Also, I love my gifts! I wanted more money, though. :P LOL!
Going back to school in about 24 more hours...I hate this...
There's still so much I want to do that's not school related...And I still have to prepare two reports in less than a week...HELL!!! Talaban pa! But I will really pour my blood and effort into my final trimester in high school! Aiming for an E in English and PE!!! Impossible but I WILL TRY!!! Also, I won't cram like super cram like in second trimester!!! I will...um...hmmm...cut my hair if I do!!! OMG! Did I just say that??? NO WAY I'M DOING THAT!!! But...for the sake of threatening myself...I'll just say it in my head.
Moving away from my academics. I've been I bit..hmmmm...emotional...I don't know if it's because I don't want to face the stress from school again or it's coz I miss all my dear friends in school (LOVE YOU GUYS!!! ->shout out to them, hehehe, LA LANG!)
or it's due to something else. *sigh*
Not to mention that I'm on a taekwando hiatus right now. Weh, my teammates and Sir Ato will kill me! I'm still feeling a bit down on how bad my abilities are becoming. That's why I'm reluctant to continue, hehehe.
And the fact that I've been sick for the majority of my break (bad coughs and sipon suck!!!) gave me another reason not to train in the scary place of Ateneo.
It's also embarassing for me to train there since I've become so bad!
I don't want to quit though but I feel I must recover from my bad mood. It's just coz I feel like I can never be really good at a particular something. Sure, I can do lots of stuff, but it's more like I'm multi-capable, not multi-talented. Another reason why I don't know what to do with my future. I'm such I gloomy thinker. BOO!!!
Now, another topic that's been annoying me this past week.
I just jump from one topic to another don't I?
My internet has been down for a loonnngggg time!!! Death note!!!! HOW I MISS THEE!!! Thankfully, I was able to watch episode 12 after ages of waiting!!!! How I miss L-sama, Light-sama and Misa-Misa!!!! I can't wait to cosplay!!! If only I can find an outfit!!! DANG!!!
NEXT TOPIC!!! Summer!!!!
I cannot wait!!!
Thing is...My agendas are all mixed up!!! First, I'm planning on having a simple dinner for my 18th (I'm getting old!!!) birthday on May and a Zambales beach thing with my friends. BUT I don't know when I can schedule the Zambales thing (due to the other agendas)! Second, I want to go to JAPAN (as a birthday and graduation gift)!!! Problem: money!!! And I don't know when I can go! I want to go with my friend, but it's a bit embarassing since she's going with her family and I dont know how much I need to spend if I go with her yet. And she's planning on going March, where I have another problem since it's my niece's graduation some time at the end of that month (Third problem!). And if I go with my other friend, it's all scary since I'm going to travel alone for the first time and I think it's like a host family thing. My parents are worried about that. She's going on May, but I don't want to be away on my birthday. Also these two friends are among the people I wanna bring to Zambales! Basta! My life's very gulo right now...
Priority right now is my academics and getting my passion for my martial art back by this month. I'll worry about my summer stuff after Talaban defense or a bit earlier...
I don't know if I'm going nuts for thinking so many stuff... bwah! Or is it just because I'm writing this entry 2:00 in the morning? LOL! My brain is normally active at night. I need advice or divine retribution... :P
But I guess...that's all for now. I'd like to rant some more but I'll save it for another time. :) Ja ne!Last thought: I want a red Ipod nano...more anime downloads....I also want I worry-free life for a while or at least a way to fix my plans for summer so I'd stop worrying... @_@ Current Mood: quixotic